Obstacle?- No Anymore!

 

Officially Getting Out Of My Way.

I am not really like a "quote" person on a regular basis, but this one just kind of stuck with me more than usual when I saw it in the morning. Even though I have been super excited about the project, I feel like I had slowly been discouraging myself about what I am capable of.

It irrational but it is I am scared that if I try really hard and fail that is worse than if I don't try and fail... at least I will look like less of an idiot? I don't know. 

I have realized though, that that is just my fear of failure talking! Why am I failing BOTH scenarios? What if I actually do alright and come out with a pretty decent project? I tend to have big ideas for many of my projects and I have had some failure from having "gone too big" but I am not going to let that limit me now. After some thought, how will any of my projects ever be awesome again if I am constantly scared it is going to flop am planning my 'defense' before I even start to play?! This is my last big project in my high school career and I am deciding right now that I want to be proud of it.

Game plan: Return to this post when I am feeling discouraged to get some good vibes!